Yay. Haven't been blogging for about 2 months again. (Y)
Life is so fcuked up sometimes.
Since you know that it's gonna end up like this, an ending that you don't like, you don't want, why do you wanna start it in the first place?
Fcuk all those rumours out there. And to those who actually believes those rumours, you guys deserve a big punch especially my close ones.
I'm like so pissed now. Knowing so much that i don't know. It's like I've been living in another world lately.
Idgaf to those rumours because even the biggest "victim" doesn't give a damn anymore. Yes I should't care.
Knowing that someone you relied on lately seems to be unreliable anymore. #sucksttm
Don't know whether to believe or not to what he said, but still gotta beware.
I'm tired of everything. Everything.
Mood got ruined up by some unnecessary things. (Y)
Nearly got into an arguement. (Y)
That feeling strikes again. (Y)
And to someone, i know i swear a lot in our conversation. Sorry.
Imagine about things that will never happen in reality when you're in your bed about to sleep.
I know i'm not the only one who experience this.
Those imaginations just come up to your mind and you have no idea why are you even imagining about them.
Not only imaginations, feelings, everything just come up to you when you're about to sleep.
What is this?
And yes, I've been busying myself, tiring myself, so that i'll go off to dreamland right after I jump onto my bed.
I feel something weird between us. I wanna fix it right but I dont think i have the capability to.
I'm afraid of broken hearts and tears.
I'll just leave everything to time.
I need somebody to listen. There is, somebody who's willing to listen, so be glad yiling.
Oh, I'm tired of waiting too.
I guess that's all?
Penguin is off to finish her homework and sleep.
Bye guys. :)
I have spent too many days,
trying to be the pillar of optimism,
that keeps up the facade,
even when everything's not okay.
