People and things change in time, but memories remain the same.

 

Her tears rolled down for once.

She cried, she cried it all in once.

She cried till she fell asleep.

Her tears warm her cold heart.

Crying doesn't mean she's weak, it means she had been strong for too long.

Went to connie's house with sheewen to watch horror movies just now. Thanks sheewen for the transport. :) Thank you connie and shee wen for belanja-ing. :D We called for pizza hut delivery. And three of us ordered one regular pizza, garlic bread, 3 bowls of mushroom soup, 3 cans of pepsi, fried prawns and 4 chicken wings. (Y) HAHAHA. :D Connie said that she can't eat in peace while watching horror movie so we watched 蜡笔小新 when we're eating. HAHAH. :D

The two horror movies we watched wasn't that scary after all. Is it because that we've watched a scarier one, "They Wait"? :O We watched a thailand one and a hongkong one. And that thailand horror movie was a waste of time. -_- The hongkong one was kinda scary. :/

They asked me whether I can let this friendship go. Honestly, I can't. It's not easy to let go.This friendship lasted for many years and it meant a lot to me once.

 But now... I don't think so. It's not easy to let go though. There are many memorable moments but it's fading away. I don't know why. Maybe it's because I don't really care about it anymore? Well, I guess she's the same. I once hope that she'll change and tried to talk to her about it but I ended up being the bad guy. It's okay. Well, people change and time doesn't stop for anybody.

We're still friends now but not as close like last time. Let it be. :)

I have my awesome FRIENDS and she has her awesome FRIEND. Okay. This will be last time I'll write about it. END. :)

I know it's kinda emo right? HAHAHA. The post is emo but the person who types it is not. Hehee! :)

Okay, I'll post something funny. :D

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"OMG!! THERE'S A BEE" "STAND STILL. IT WON'T HURT YOU" "FU*K THAT! I AM RUNNING!"

Fine, if you don't think it's funny. :P

You lean on my shoulder and I'll push your head away. I'm a MEANIE. :P HAHAHA. 

Suddenly, I feel so empty.

Feel like there's no one who understands me.

Feel like there's no one I can talk to.

Byebyeee :)

A memorable night.

Last night was Eco's 1st farewell party. IT WAS A BOOOM! :D

Really enjoyed the party. Thanks to the Eco bod members. :D

Went super mad with the girls. All of us went except for Layyee. :( She missed the fun.

There's a weird, nerd guy. He freaked all of us out. :/ And miss wongkee really freaked me out too. She shouted my name out of sudden. At first, I didn't know that the guy was just beside me at the computer table.

And I jumped out from that place. OMG. HAHAH. Scared die me. :/

We watched a horror movie. Some of us agreed that the little boy in the movie kinda looked like Aiktze's little brother, Ah Lun. HAHA. :D And I scared Tze by pressing on her waist. I'm sorry. :P Another one was I put my hand over her neck and she thought I wanted to do something bad to her but actually I just wanted to stuff  the watermelon into her mouth. HAHAHA. :P

 The movie was kinda scary. I shouted a few times. :/ I'm sorry Juyen for shouting beside your ear. :( Aisks.

Stupid Zixuen. She seemed like she's not scared at all. -_- I said that she should be scared and go running around and shouting like a kid. HAHAHA. :P Watching horror movie with her isn't fun because she won't get frighten. Okay, just joking. :P

And connie, she closed her ears with her both hands super super hard. :O

Shee wen even wanted to watch the horror movie again because she missed the ending but connie doesn't allow. HAHAH. :P

I went home the last around 11.30. And I went to shower at 1.30am. I bet all of you were in your dreamland already. HAHAHA. I went to bed with the lights on. :O Okay, I admit that I'm scared. :P

I watch a scary movie, I'm perfectly fine not fine, then I go to bed and remember EVERY SINGLE SCARY MOMENT IN THE MOVIE.

HAHAHA saw this at twitter. (Y)

Live in the present, remember the past, and fear not the future,

 for it doesn't exist and never shall. There is only now.

 

 

Byebyeee :)

You don't live to please others.

Yes, trials were finally over. And finally I can spend some time blogging. Yay :)

Celebrated wongkee's birthday at Bliss yesterday. Ah kee, we apologize for not celebrating your birthday on the actual date due to trials. I hope you understand. :) HAHA i know you will. That surprise kinda fail but it's AWESOME though. :) And that cake.... CHOCOLATE MOOSE. So yuuuuummmmyyyy. :D Ah kee, I don't think you need my present already since you have a big big present already. :P Bet you know what I mean right? :P Hahaha. Okay. I LOVEE YOU <3

There's this girl.

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I hateee her. :P

She made me laughed like a mad cow yesterday. And I knock my head because of it too. Gahhh.. Is it because that my humor is low?

Go view her blog and read her latest post and you'll understand. :)

http://www.teehee-connie.blogspot.com/

See connie, I'm helping you to promote your blog. :P Chehhh just joking.

She's like a mad girl. And I don't get myself as well. It's just a simple topic and I can laugh like hell.

Connie, awwww I know you like to be with me. :) Same here :)

p/s: she laughs more mad than me. and sometimes she's the only one laughing when everybody's not. :P Don't kill me connie. Hehee! :)

Smile although your heart is aching,

smile eventhough it's breaking. :)

Byebyeee :)

I'm not afraid to take this step.

I regret for not knowing you earlier.

I regret for not saying "goodbye" to you.

I regret for being mad at you.

I regret I didn't take a picture with you.

I regret I ignored you.

I regret I didn't have more fun with you.

I regret I didn't talk to you more.

 I saw a quote, never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

And I said bye bye to these regrets.

Ain't I good girl? Being so positive. HAHAHA :D

Oh btw, thanks TZE for listening to my grandma stories. :') Loves. <3

Short post. Study mode on. Off to study. :)

One of the simplest way to stay happy... Just let go of the things that makes you sad. :)

Byebyeee :)

You get to know who your true friends are when you're down.

Today isn't my day. :(

I don't know why I have such big reactions. Seriously, I over-reacted. :(

Escape ain't a solution. Yes, I edited this post again and the lucky ones who viewed my blog yesterday got to read what I actually wrote. I don't have to explain. There's no need for me to explain. The more I explain, the more people think that I'm escaping from it. It feels like I'm escaping when I typed "I don't like him" for several times in the actual post. I mean the post..... gahhh.. hard to explain. :/

I know my feelings towards him.

I don't get why I reacted that way. It's not like the sky is falling down. :(

I thought for a moment. Cooled down myself. Trying to make sure of my feelings.. I'm stupid for reacting that way. Yes, I'm angry of someone but I don't have to react that way. Things would have gone better if I reacted normal. Qing was right. What will outsiders think? Gosh. I have no time to think about this. :/

I don't have the courage to face him. That's why. :/

 And yes I've learnt a lesson. :)

Thank you. Thank you.. :')

That hug was..... words just can't express it. It really made me feel better. :) Thanks for being by my side that moment. Regret for not hugging longer. :P HAHAH. Just joking. :P I'll give you one anytime you want.

I don't feel secure when I lean on your shoulder. :P Joking!

 Hehee! :)

 I don't want to recall back what made us didn't talk to each other for years. :(

Byebyeee :)