You're the angel that God sent to me.

I want us to be as close like before.

I'll be leaving to Kuantan tomorrow. :D

I'll buy souvenirs back. :)

I gotta go pack my things now.

Bye byeee. :)

Short post today.

That should be me.

SCOTTY MCCREERY WINNER OF AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 10! :D

YES YOU DID IT! :D

I'VE EXPECTED THAT YOU WOULD WIN! :D

Oh yea, Juyen don't be sad that Lauren didn't won. :( You have to face the fact. :P

Today isn't a good day for me. :/

Sorry sheewen for kicking your table. :(

I'm pms-ing? :/ According to wongkee, p.m.s equals to pissed, moody and sad. :P

Kinda make sense though.

Kept singing 'Rolling in the deep' with wongkee at ert room.

And sheewen was fed up with it and asked me to shut up.

Hmph! :(

Wongkee, I'll ignore you since you said that "we ignore those who love us and love those who ignore us" because you'll love me.

HAHAHA. :D

Btw, chill wongkee chill.

Why so angry in your latest post? :O

Aiyoo.. Dun angry la cos you'll get white hair easily one you know?

Ahahahah. xD

Don't underestimate me.

I know I'm lousy in playing the "dot dot" game. So what?

I don't care. :)

Thank you for listening to me. :)

At first, I don't feel like telling anyone.

But in the end, I told you.

And I feel much better after telling it out. :) No worries.

(You know who you are)

True friend sees the pain in your eyes while everybody sees the smile on.

I sit by myself, talking to the moon like a fool.

Finding the star that you could be.

Even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me. :)

I'm sorry. :)

- 2 days ♥

Gather up your tears, keep them in your pocket.

Yes I know I've not been blogging for so long. ><

Seafieldians finished exams last friday. Woots!
Well, good luck to those who're having exams currently.
I won't laugh cunningly at you guys. :D

Results next after exams.
Yes, I'm worry for my results. Gosh. :/
Let's not talk about it.

Hahahaha! :D

My internet connection is damn freaking slow.

Fed up about it.

I'm half way playing Cityville and then no internet connection.

I have to refresh and wait for it to load to play again. Damn!

Plus I have to wait when the internet connection is back to refresh it.

Wating time weih. :@ Grrr!

Low low arr..

Why you keep going around flirting with other girls.
I "open one eye close one eye" already and you still flirt with other girls.
Why you like that one?
Low low, you broke my fragile heart into million pieces and it can never stick back.
Do you know how deep you hurt me?
I tak boleh tahan alr. :(
Ziqing and me gonna break up with you. Or she already broke up with you?
Fine. I’m gonna break up with you. You hurt me too much. I can’t stand the hurt anymore.
There’s nothing between us anymore except for our 11 kids.
Haih.. Give the 11 kids to you la. :P
It’s now your turn to take care of them. It’s your responsibility now cos you’re the one who wanted it.
Hmph!

Next topic. :)
This week is the finale of American Idol season 10. :D
Can’t wait to know who’s the winner is.
I hope Scotty will win. I mean if you ask me to choose Scotty or Lauren. I’ll choose Scotty. :P
Belinda and Chloe support Scotty too! Yay! (Y)

GO SCOTTY! :D

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Sometimes, friends do make friends pissed off.
And it can't be that you're my friend and i can't piss you off.
No such thing.
Eventhough you're my close friend.
I'm a human being. I have feelings.
I don't know whether it's me caring too much or what.
And from now on, I promise myself to not care much anymore.

Come find me when you need me and ditch me when you don't need me.
It's okay. I'm used to it already. :)
And you're like always the first person to know, but what about me?
Its obvious that i'm not. Oh well, I don't really care about this.
And today, yes today. :(
Do you know how i felt that time?
I felt kinda left out. Seriously.
Although I know what is it about already but still....
And i don;t think you're going to tell me about it.
And here I am telling you. I'M NOT effing INTERESTED ABOUT IT.
I'm not judging you. This is what i feel :)

CHANYILING! Stop taking it so serious. And stop caring too much.
Seriously, life is better when you don't care.
p/s: jangan tanya :)

Me, sheewen, aiktze, wongkee and mel.

We crapped alot with Puan Darina about the carnival day. HAHAHA! :D

Today, Xuen came and find me for the first time. HAHAHA! :D

And then we end up going back to the playground near her house.

Oh how i love my bicycle's brake. :D
Something funny happened because of my bicycle's brake. Xuen knows.
Seriously very funny. My bicycle's brake so AWESOME la. :D

Damn you YELLOW SMALL CAR! :@
I was about to cross the road and the she horned me! What the toot! -.-
i saw her car slowed down and was about to stop and then i only crossed.
And then after I crosses, she horned me.
I thought it was someone I kow.
But it's not.

She passed by me and a girl sitting at the back turned her head and looked and me and said something.
I dunno whether she's scolding me or what.
I dunno what's the reason the person horned me.
Maybe she horned me because I'm too slow?
Eh hello! I'm cycling a bicycle. I'm not driving a sports car.
And I'm already very fast.
How fast you want me to go huh?
I've cycled to the inner side of the road already.
What's your problem huh?
Trying to show off how loud or how nice your horn is arr?
I kept scolding her all the way back home. HAHAHA! :D

Kangbo! You're the most perverted person I've ever met excluding Kent.
And yes you're a sei gor. :P
Omg, HAHAHA!

Yes! I'm going to Cherating, Kuantan in 3 days. :D
Kangbo told me that he goes there like twice a year, and he stays in a hotel that costs rm500 per night.
Yea rich boy. :P

Where are you when i needed you the most?

Yes this post is very long.

Bye byeee :)

I know I can't take one more step towards you.

Since you don't appreciate, why should I continue?

I'm stupid enough if I would continue.

Why should I put effort in it when my effort doesn't pay off?

You seemed like you dun effing care, so why should i care?

Okay. That's all.

I better focus on my studies. :)

Exams in two days time.

And I'm still not ready yet. T_T

Okay, off to study study study. :)

Short post today.

Byebyee.. :)

-18 days ♥



My heart says "Go" but my brain says "No".

I skipped tuition class today because I slept over time.
I woke up and found out that it's already 6pm.
My tuition class starts at 5.15 pm.
Gosh. I've not been attending monday class for nearly a month.
But I go for replacement on Wednesday.
And that's the day when i can meet my laogong. :*
I bet Eliza misses me.... for my phone. :/

I feel sorry for Melanie. :(
She said that Pn Sophia lost her Sejarah project.
And now she have to redo it all over again.
Thank you Melanie for comforting me. :)
I promise I'll be happy.:D
I want to see you happy too!
And I'll make a right decision so that I won't regret. :)

Since you don't care, i won't tell you things anymore until you ask.
So don't feel left out and put the blame on me alright? :)

It took so long just to feel alright,
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.

-19 days ♥



I believe in miracles.

If i can see it, then i can do it.

If i just believe it, there's nothing to it.

I believe i can fly, i believe i can touch the sky.

I think about it every night and day, spread my wings and fly away.

 

Read miss wongkee aka miss rajin's blog.
I can tell you that you are so dead, MISS WONGKEE.
Let's start.
WONG KEE is such an awesome friend. :D
We texted each other last night, around 2 am midnight.
And sorry yea for making you feel so disgust. X)
I'm just advising you.
So you won't have to waste time on cleaning up the mess on your bed.
Luckily you put plastic on it.
So clever. ;D
As you can see my post title, I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!
See, I'm a girl who believes in fairytales.
Who believe I will be like Cinderella one day.
Who believe that Santa Claus do exist.
Who believe that all my dreams will come true one day.
Who believe that the 'Tooth fairy" exist and will put a dollar under my pillow when i put my fallen tooth under it. (but actually its my parents that put the dollar under it) .
Who believe in everything.
Every single thing.
And believe that WONGKEE is studying.
HAHAHAHA!
AND YOU SAID "AWW, HOT CUTE IS THIS"!
And why are you lieing wongkee? D:
It's obvious I'm not as pretty as the girl in that picture.
And of course i won't say your secrets out. Muahahahaha! :D

Why do i keep sneezing? O.o
Someone out there must have missing me huh?
Chey.. Perasan sial. :P

Byebyee.. :)

- 20 days ♥

There's just no turning back when your heart's under attack.

Don't make me hate you more. Please.
You're certainly not a true friend.
Don't pretend to be one too.
Cos you woudn't make it.
Seriously, you dare to call yourself as a true friend?
Hmmm.. A true friend for some naive people that believe in all your acting?
Right. A true friend who backstab people by talking behind their back?
A true friend who thinks about ***self only?
A true friend who keep insulting people?
A true friend who mischief other people's friendship?
So you call that a true friend?
If a true friend is like that, I could get hundreds of true friends in my life.
And sorry, you can't fool me with all your acting and pretending.
An example of a true friend will definitely not be YOU!
Well, a fake friend will do?
I don't wanna think about it anymore.It makes me more angry.
Live the way you want. I don't farking care.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :DDDD
p/s: Don't be so perasan la. :P

Zi xuen! Who gave you this? Tell me la..:P

But your one more cute. :P

That person should gave it to me :P

He/she must be someone AWESOME.

I wan ice-cream! :)

It's only in the quite, that i feel some relief.

It's only in the quite, that i here myself breathe.

It's only in the quite,that i know what to feel.

i'mthinkingbouthowoutsiderswillthinkaboutyou.

Byebyee.. :)

- 20 days ♥

When will this come to an end?

Stop sending me messages about promotion of beer or wine!
Its so freaking annoying.
How on Earth you guys get my number?
Everyday i sure get messages about it.
I'm so not interested in beers or wines kay?
So stop sending. Go send those messages to somebody else. -.-

I know why Zixuen's eye red already.
And it had been a few days already.
So long still not yet recover.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D
*evil laugh*
Zi xuen aaaaaaaaaa...

Puan Sophia canceled out our names from the list again. Ahhhhhh..
This time she canceled out Zixuen's and Ziqing's one too.
Why teacher? D:
We don't care. :/ We're still gonna stay back after school to go for the class tomoro.

Did you break our promise? :(

Byebyee.. :)

- 23 days ♥



To the right or to the left?

We finally got our medals! :D So happieeeee! :D
Our class is under control of Puan Ung now.
Omg. Some of the teachers complained that our class is very noisy.
What? Puan grace said that our class is the most quiet class among the classes she teaches. :S
Puan ung gave samantha a file where teachers have to write down their comments about our class before leaving. And the "special" file is only for our class. jiafoo said that he had never seen that file before. So i guess that file was made specially for us. Great.
Arrrr.. Whatever.

I finally know who is Puan Shanta is now. Did i spell her name properly? Whatever.

Pn Sophia said that there will be an extra class for Sejarah this Friday after school.
She said that she's gonna teach in Mandarin. And I wanna go for that extra class.
 And guess what? She canceled out tze and my name from the list. She said that we're good enough.
What? I'm so not good in my Sejarah, teacher! :(
I thought she like tze and me? D: *sobs*  We don't care. We're still gonna go. :)
Teacher, i know you want us to be in your class right?
Cheyy.. :P

Melanieee, I HEART YOU.  ♥
HAHAHAHAHA! :D
Remember to watch our for your boyfren, Yang Tian this saturday on tv. :D

I know what you wanna tell me. I wanna listen too although i said that i dont want. Maybe because that's not the right time?

My heart playing tricks on me, and it's building bricks on me.

I can't break through, and i can't face you.

My world is turing slowly now but it's burning up somehow.

I need some time to know what's right.

Byebyee :)

-24 days ♥

Once you lose it, you'll never get it back.

Hari sukan last saturday. 30.4.2011
It was AWESOME! :D
Rumah merah senamrobik won this year! Finally.
So proud of them. :D

We got both gold medals for 4x100m and 4x400m.
We broke the record for 4x400m too. Woohoo! :D
5 gold medals for Zi Xuen. :P
Congrats la.. :)
And we still haven't get our medals. Ish. :(

I'm so black now.  Because of .....HARI SUKAN.
Zi Xuen kept calling me "hei ren" in the morning today.
Am i that black? :(

Exam's starting on next Thursday.
Study study study study. 8)
End up
.
.
.
.
.
surfing the net, blogging, facebook-ing, watching tv.

HAHAHAHA! :D

Seriously, I hate that feeling.
I went to sleep and when i wake up, that feeling came to me again.
Gosh, i hope i can sleep forever.
I'm trying to get rid of that feeling, but seems like it doesn't work. :/
Don't make my life miserable.

Maybe there's a reason to it.
But what is it?
Maybe I've already know the reason?
Or maybe the reason i knew ain't the reason i want.
This feeling sucks. really sucks.
Omg. I know I'm making you guys confuse.
I'm confuse too. :/

Melanie, I'll try not to be emo for you. :)
Later you emo because i emo.
Hahahahahahah!
Just don't think too much.Everything will be alright.
Like what you said. :)

When you're loud,people ask you to be quite.

When you're quite, people ask you what's wrong.

I really wanna listen to what you wanna tell me just now. :(

Byebyee. :)

-25days ♥

Happy birthday Aik Tze!

sooo cuteeee :D

Oh my gawd! I'm so sorry Aik Tze.
I'm late for 6 days.
Forgive me, Tze? :)
I know you will.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY AIK TZE! :D
Let's just pretend that today's your birthday okay? :P
Hahahaha!
I hope you like the album and everything.
You better take good care of that card.
You have to show me that AWESOME card to claim your birthday card next year.
I wanna see that card flawless. HAHAHA! :P
Cut the crap.

Casey's out. Cheer up, Tze.
He'll come out with his album soon.
And he will come to Malaysia soon.
Okay? :P
Don't forget about your Adam and Avril! :)

생일 축하 해요! :D
*go google translate will you? :)