I'm not afraid to take this step.

I regret for not knowing you earlier.

I regret for not saying "goodbye" to you.

I regret for being mad at you.

I regret I didn't take a picture with you.

I regret I ignored you.

I regret I didn't have more fun with you.

I regret I didn't talk to you more.

 I saw a quote, never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.

And I said bye bye to these regrets.

Ain't I good girl? Being so positive. HAHAHA :D

Oh btw, thanks TZE for listening to my grandma stories. :') Loves. <3

Short post. Study mode on. Off to study. :)

One of the simplest way to stay happy... Just let go of the things that makes you sad. :)

Byebyeee :)

You get to know who your true friends are when you're down.

Today isn't my day. :(

I don't know why I have such big reactions. Seriously, I over-reacted. :(

Escape ain't a solution. Yes, I edited this post again and the lucky ones who viewed my blog yesterday got to read what I actually wrote. I don't have to explain. There's no need for me to explain. The more I explain, the more people think that I'm escaping from it. It feels like I'm escaping when I typed "I don't like him" for several times in the actual post. I mean the post..... gahhh.. hard to explain. :/

I know my feelings towards him.

I don't get why I reacted that way. It's not like the sky is falling down. :(

I thought for a moment. Cooled down myself. Trying to make sure of my feelings.. I'm stupid for reacting that way. Yes, I'm angry of someone but I don't have to react that way. Things would have gone better if I reacted normal. Qing was right. What will outsiders think? Gosh. I have no time to think about this. :/

I don't have the courage to face him. That's why. :/

 And yes I've learnt a lesson. :)

Thank you. Thank you.. :')

That hug was..... words just can't express it. It really made me feel better. :) Thanks for being by my side that moment. Regret for not hugging longer. :P HAHAH. Just joking. :P I'll give you one anytime you want.

I don't feel secure when I lean on your shoulder. :P Joking!

 Hehee! :)

 I don't want to recall back what made us didn't talk to each other for years. :(

Byebyeee :)

Don't promise me if you can't do it.

Yes, I'm blogging again. :)

I got my surat amaran today for being late to school twice. Who cares? -.-

I'm kinda emotionaly today. :/ I'm not good in acting. :( No matter how hard I act, no matter how hard I tried to put a smile on my face, I fail.

Why should I act? Ahh. :/

Melanie, ni hai hao ma? :)

Now, I have to accept the fact. I have no choice. I can't avoid nor hide myself from it. I have to face it. It's already the fact. What can I do when it's already the fact? It will never change. It will never change eventhough I choose not to accept it.

Sometimes, I just need a shoulder to lean on so I'll feel that someone's supporting me, someone's there for me, someone will back me up.

Sometimes, I just want someone to walk beside me so that I won't feel lonely.

Sometimes, I just need someone to listen to me so I'll feel that at least there's someone I can talk to. :)

我一直爱着过去.

Although I don't thank you or express my appreciation in anywhere,

 but I want you to know that I appreciate it very much in my heart :)

Bye byeee :)

Tell me what to do, where do i begin.

Yes! Finally I can spend a little time updating my bloggie. Hehee :)

Went for Chelsea match last Thursday. Thank you Astro for sponsoring us, Seafieldians free tickets for Chelsea match. :D Chelsea 1-0 Malaysia. The results was not what I expected. I bet everyone expected high for Chelsea. I expected that Chelsea would at least get 2 or 3 goals. Arsenal had 4 goals, Liverpool had 6 goals and Chelsea... only 1. :/ Anyway, it was a great experience. :D The mexican wave and the air horn (Y)! :D
Thank you kent way for scaring me while we were walking to Aiktze's car. :/

You'll be happy if someone special to you wants you to be happy.

Anyone can make you happy by doing something special but only someone special can make you happy doing nothing. :)

(Y) :D

Those memories stucked in my head. I'll never forget that memorable trip.

Yes you've forgotten about me but I'll never forget you. :)

Bye byeee :)

Having so much to say.

Hello :)

Last saturday was Larian 1 Murid 1 Sukan. And also my piano assessment. :)

Congrats to Zi Xuen for getting 14th in the marathon. :P Give you a big star okay?

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Heheee. :) Yes, my piano assessment. I was nervous waiting for my turn. My hands kinda shivered. Made a few mistakes when playing. But everything turned out smooth and nice. Not what I expected. HAHA! The so called "judge" said that I'm a very good student. :O Everything's good, is just that I stopped when I made mistakes. *i'm not trying to show off.* And he said that Aiktze was fantastic! Hehee! :)

My effort paid off. :)

Me: broombroom *engine sound*

My dad shook his head and gave me the *WHY ARE YOU EVEN MY CHILD* look.

Hahahahaha! :D I'm CHILDISH! Hehee :)

SOMEONE asked me why I hate him. I don't hate him nor like him. :)

That's all. Kthxbye. :)

I think you cried for her twice within 3 days. I don't really get it why would you cry for her. I thought you're someone who's strong. Or..you've been just acting strong? You look strong but actually you're weak inside. People say that the stronger you look, the weaker you are inside. Hahah.
 I'm kinda worried about you. Do you think that she deserves your tears? Anyways, everything is fine right now. I want you to be happy. I'll always be there when you need me. Cheer up. :) You smile I smile. :)

That awkward moment when you said "what" 3 times and

still have no idea what's the person talking about, so you just agree.

Byebyeee :)

It's the thought that counts.

I'm sorry for the late gratitude. :( Really really sorry. And yes finally I could upload those pictures to my blog. :)

My big and awesome birthday card. :D

It was yanlin's idea. Credits to her, connie and layyee. Thank you guys and whoever that help making it. :P

Thank you everyone for the wishes. :)

Xie xie Zixuen, connie, layyee, yan lin, ziqing and ruiqi. :D

Spot layyee's wish? She wrote happy birthday in hangul! Hehee :)

Thanks Juyen, sheewen and melanie. :)

Thank ou Aiktze and wongkee. :D

Tze, I love your flying unicorn farting rainbow. ♥

Thank you cute danbo! You still owe me tutti frutti! :P

 It's so cute I'm gonna dieee.HAHAHA! :P I'm lovin it.

Thank you again ziqing. She made it herself. Hehee :)

*starts shouting "first danbo in Malaysia, come buy!"*

Chey! Just joking. :)

 Lee Hom loves me. ♥

He always do kay? :P

Thanks tze for buying the cake.:)

Thank you Melanie. :) You know I love you!  ♥

It's just you and me :')

Thank you my darling, Juyen! It's so cute. Hehee :)

Thank you Melanie and Ruiqi!  ♥

I'll be happy and both of you too!

Pinkie promise? ;)

Thank you ruiqi!  ♥ Jay chou! :P

Lee Hom!  ♥ 

Lee Hom's so hot. :P

Thanks a lot ruiqi. :)

He don't ss de. Hehee :)

Guess who gave me this? :P

Thank you la ZIXUEN! Hehee :)

Only one in the whole wide world, she made it herself. ;)

Although it's a little bit cacat-ed (she said it) , but I loveeeee it.  ♥

It's perfect, flawless okay? :)  I'm serious :P

kthxbye :P

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And I wanna thank Connie for that incredible awesome inspire video. :)

Click to the link below to watch the video.

teehee-connie.blogspot.com

I'm kinda afraid to watch that video again, cause...... you know why don't you? :')

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Thank you guys so so so much for giving me an unforgettable fifteen.

You guys are beyond awesome.

I'm really grateful having such awesome friends in my life.

It's the best birthday ever. I can't stop smiling everytime I think about it.

I don't know how to thank you guys. You guys just made my day. And I really appreciate it a lot.

TEARS OF JOY. :') Hehee.

I LOVEEE YOU GUYS!  ♥

Thank you guys for EVERYTHING. :D

Byebyeee. :)