Thursday, June 16, 2011

There's a dream I've been chasing for.


You're my honyeybunch, sugarplum
Pumpy-umpy-umpkin, you're my sweetie pie,
You're my cupcake, gumdrop,
Snoogums-googums, you're the apple of my eye
And I love you so and I want you to know
That I'll always be right here
And I love to sing sweet songs to you
Because you are so dear.
- It's a cuteee song and it was once my ringtone. :D

Today's chongruiqi's big day. Happy 15th birthday!
I don't know how many times I had wish her already. :/ I got nothing to say here because everything is in that card. :D I stayed awake till 1 am to make her card. And I'm really really glad she like the card and the booklet I made for her. :D

Gave ruiqi a super suprise with Melanie, twins, Connie, Yanlin, Singyee and wongkee today at her place! :D Aiktze came late because she had tuition. We went for swimming! :D Ziqing sho sexyyyy. Hahahah! They "rape" me just to take off my t-shirt especially CONNIE. And my t-shirt went out of shape. :/ Water went in to my nose for like 6 times. Gahhh. I don't like it. Thanks to Zixuen and Connie. >:)
Watch out! :P Sorry Zixuen for spraying water at her face using my mouth. Hahahaha! Revenge time! *evil laughs* I wanted to make Zixuen's dream come true but failed. I'll make sure I success next time. Zixuen, hope your dream come true yea. ;D It was really really really fun! :D I hope there will be a second time but with aiktze,ju yen, sheewen and layyee. :)

Got our injection today. My arm hurts. :/


That awkward moment when someone you didn't want to invite
 to an occasion ask whether if he/she can join.

Byebyeee. :)


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

There's not a thing I won't do.

Helloo. :)
Ziqing asked me to update my dead blog again. Not dead okay? :P It's okay because I know that the first thing she'll do once she on her computer is..... VISIT MY BLOG. Hahahaha chey, perasannya. :P

School reopens today. And I'm still in a holiday mood. :/
First week of holiday was fun. And then started rotting during the second week of holiday. But at least my last day of holiday was fun. :D Went to SKY TREK again. It started raining when we reached there. And we waited for the rain to stop.Yes, it stopped at last. :D Felt more relax this time. Hahaha. Aiktze, you must goooo.
EXTREME one next time! :D

I.A.M.C.U.R.R.E.N.T.L.Y.A.D.D.I.C.T.E.D.P.L.A.Y.I.N.G.F.R.U.I.T.N.I.N.J.A. 


I'm trying to break my dad's record. :/ And yes, my dad's addicted playing this game too. :D No, I should say my whole family. Hahahaha. My dad came into my room just now and played with the music and sound on. He said it's more exciting playing with the sound and music on, when the blade sound go chingchiang . :D Hahahaha. He broke his previous record again. Harded for me to break his record now. :/
Dad, please don't try to break your own record again. Give me a chance will you?
HAHAHAHA :D


I take things seriously, 
especially words from you. :)

Byebyeee. :) 
p/s: changed my writing style. ;)


Thursday, June 9, 2011

Tell me what I wanna hear.

3 more days until school reopens. :(

Addicted to the song Next to You- Justin Bieber ft. Chris Brown. :)


We haven't been talking to each other for quite some time, even saying hi and smile when we see each other. I wonder why. :/
Is it because I told you the truth or you don't feel like facing me? Grrr.Dun care la. :(
Well, I don't feel like facing you too. HAHAHA.
I'll let it be. But I hope that we'll be friends back one day. :) Hehee.


I feel like hiding myself from facebook.
Seriously, I have no idea why. :(
I know you'll be there when i need you because I'll be there when you need me.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

You know I wasn't alright although I insist that I am.


I'm waiting. :))))) Hahahaha. :P

I never expect that it'll happen.
I feel like there's a wall between us.
I'm trying really hard to break that wall.
But will you?
I feel miserable now.
I feel like we're not close anymore.
I don't want it to be that way. Please. :(

Byebyeee. :)

Don't say it if you can't do it.

I went for a hair cut today.
Seriously, kinda regret. :S
Mum asked me to try it out. The hair stylist said so too. Well, I feel like trying too. So I tried it out.
Gahhhh. My hair's so thick. And i dislike it to the max. :/ 
Next next next.


I'm feeling emotional now. :/
Lot's of things bothering me now.
Omg. I'm gonna tell you. There's a girl and she's the stupid-est girl in the world.
She wasted so much time on someone who don't even appreciate her.
She thought it was hopes when it isn't.
When she thought it was hopes, she started expecting.
And yes, she expected much from the someone.
When things don't happen like what she expected, she feel disappointed.
Just like what i told her. The higher expectation, the higher disappoinment.
But she don't listen.
She put her effort in it but her effort doesn't pay off.
She continued hoping. She hopes that miracle will happen.
Hoping and hoping..
What turns out in the end?
Nothing. Nothing. NOTHING.
She should never expect, never ever.
She should expect for the worst.
Now, she thinks that she's the one who forced the someone to start it.
She don't really feel hurt. She's angry of herself. She blame everything on herself.
Blaming herself for being such a stupid biatch.
She wasted so much time.
Why does she wanna hold on in the first place?
She should know that someone who don't appreciate her don't deserve her time and expectation.
She should give up and let go.
But she wouldn't know all these until it ended right?
She knows that she has a bunch of awesome friends that got her back.
That's enough. :)
So what I told her is, STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND MOVE ON. BE HAPPY. :)
Well, she should not be angry of herself either blaming everything on herself because she didn't think that it will end up like that and she don't want things to happen that way too.

THINK POSITIVE. SMILE :) EVERYTHING GONNA BE ALRIGHT.





Flower, gleam and glow.
Let your power shine.
Make the clock reverse.
Bring back what once was mine.
Heal what have been hurt.
Change the fate's design.
Save what has been lost.
Bring back what once was mine. :)

How I wish it's real. :)

Byebyeee :) Will update soon.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I'm just being me.

My blog is dead. :/ And ziqing asked me to update quickly.
But I dunno what to write. Fine. I'll just write whatever that goes into my mind. :/

Last Saturday, went to Cherating, Kuantan for three days.
How I wish it was a longer trip. :/
Three days isn't really enough.
Had lots of fun there. :D
Swimming, snorkelling, beach volleyball, football, banana boat, fly kites, collect sea shells....... lots more. :)
Arghhhh, hate my moodswings during the trip. -_-
Wanna upload some pictures at first but it says "security error".
Tried a few times and still "security error".
So maybe gonna try another day. :)

I'm just being me. :)
I know I'm short. So what?
No big deal right? I'm abnormal if I'm taller than you. And I bet you'll freak out.
Standing beside me and keep saying" hi" and then look at me with the "sarcastic" eye and then laugh. -.-
Damn. Why are you guys so childish?
And tellling me that I have the same height with your younger sister.
Insulting me indirectly huh?
I know you're just joking. :) But it really annoys me....
I don't mind if its once or twice. But its like everytime. Well, not really everytime la.

Thank you Connie, Mel and Juyen. :) and Ziqing too? ahaha. ;)
You guys know why. :)
Hahahaha. :D
Heart you guys. <3


A smile is a curve that set everything straight.
The world always look brighter from behind a smile.
Start your day with a smile and get it over with.
Smile. :)


I really hope that it will not affect our friendship.
You don't know how much you meant to me.
And I value this friendship a lot.A lot means a lot.
And I can't afford to lose you.
I'm afraid that I'm the one who don't suit to be your friend.

The closer you and your friend, the more both of you argue,
 its because both of you care each other more and more. :)


Bye byeee. :) Will update soon.