Those days are gone.

First post for 2013. 

Literally cried while reading mel's blog. And those tears can't seem to stop.

Late night and couldn't fall asleep with all these thought running in my mind.

Flashbacks, memories, they all hurt so badly. 

You miss that person so much and every second you just hope that things were like back then. 

I can't help but think of all that we've been through and all that I've lost along the way.

Exactly 2 months since our story ended.

I never thought that our story would come to an end this fast. 

I guess we were just not meant to be.

Oh well, nothing last forever. 

One word, tired. And it's all gone.

And you left me here all alone with a broken heart. 

Been trying so hard, doing every single thing I can to save "us".

You want things easy. How do you expect someone who loves you to hate you? Even you do things that make them hate you, but in the end they can't.

It's not because you think that we cant work out, it's that you didnt want us to work out. 

I dont ever want to give up on you but I have to, and let go. 

And you know how it feels like? It feels like your heart got stabbed for a million times you rather die.

I just dont know what to feel anymore.

"What went wrong?"

And sometimes I can't help it but think, was it my fault? Am I not good enough? 

All the what ifs kill.

What if I did this. what if I did that. 

I wonder if I ever cross your mind. I wonder if our memories hit you.

I wonder if you'll feel sad after we broke up. I wonder was I ever important to you. I wonder why aren't you afraid of losing me like how I'm afraid of losing you. I wonder if every word you said was true. I wonder if I ever mean something to you. I just cant stop... wondering.

Yes people change.

The scariest thing is that you never thought they change in such a short time. 

Someone who you know became someone you knew. Pathetic isn't it.

What's with all these fucked up feelings. 

At times, I just feel like leaving everything behind and run far away from reality.

Keep reminding myself, telling myself, I have to move on.

Moving on is never easy.

I thought I was moving on pretty well, but then I realised I was still at the same spot. Oh well, that was a few weeks back. And now I'm sure I'm moving. Not moved, but moving. 

I dont wanna live in sorrows. Not worth crying over spilt milk. 

There's so much more in life. 

Why care when he doesn't give a fuck about you? Why miss when you will never cross his mind? 

Suck it up. I have to stop wondering and thinking. What's in the past stays in the past. 

I'm never letting my guards down easily anymore.

Now, I'm afraid to fall, because I can't stand going through another heartbreak anymore. 

But they say, if you're afraid, you'll never get anything.

Oh well, go with the flow. God had His plans ready for you. All you have to do is wait for the time to come. 

Feels so good after letting it all out here with the accompany of tears. 

People have feelings, so do I. I dont see the problem of crying. At least you're strong enough to cry,  and also better than holding in. 

Late nights like this just suck.

Best things come when you least expect them to.

Had been ages since i last update my blog. 

Class trip just ended a few days ago. And I miss it. Really.

This penang trip's gonna be a memorable one. Those crazy nights with the bunch. 

All the good foods. (Y)

Tiring yet fun trip. All the perspiration throughout the trip was definitely worth it. 

Thanks to Colin who made this trip a successful one. 

He really did put a lot of effort into it. 

Without him, no doubt that things will definitely go chaos. 

He's like a big brother to me, thanks for watching me during that wild night. :') 

Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for. 

You know it's time to give up when all your efforts aren't paying off. 

You know it's time to let go when there's nothing left for you to hold on.

You know it's time to move on when you've been staying in your past for too long. 

Gave my last fight, yet it didn't work. 

And that's when I finally realized that it's time to let go and move on. 

I'm kinda glad right now. Sort of relieved. 

First day of work tomorrow. Nervous. :( 

Wish me all the best hahaha. 

Byeee. 

Find what it is that makes you happy

and who it is that makes you happy 

and you're set. 

Promise.

Close your eyes and see where your heart leads you to.

Yay. Haven't been blogging for about 2 months again. (Y)

Life is so fcuked up sometimes. 

Since you know that it's gonna end up like this, an ending that you don't like, you don't want, why do you wanna start it in the first place? 

Fcuk all those rumours out there. And to those who actually believes those rumours, you guys deserve a big punch especially my close ones.

I'm like so pissed now. Knowing so much that i don't know. It's like I've been living in another world lately. 

Idgaf to those rumours because even the biggest "victim" doesn't give a damn anymore. Yes I should't care.

Knowing that someone you relied on lately seems to be unreliable anymore. #sucksttm

Don't know whether to believe or not to what he said, but still gotta beware. 

I'm tired of everything. Everything.

Mood got ruined up by some unnecessary things. (Y)

Nearly got into an arguement. (Y)

That feeling strikes again. (Y) 

And to someone, i know i swear a lot in our conversation. Sorry.

Imagine about things that will never happen in reality when you're in your bed about to sleep. 

I know i'm not the only one who experience this. 

Those imaginations just come up to your mind and you have no idea why are you even imagining about them.

Not only imaginations, feelings, everything just come up to you when you're about to sleep.

What is this? 

And yes, I've been busying myself, tiring myself, so that i'll go off to dreamland right after I jump onto my bed. 

I feel something weird between us. I wanna fix it right but I dont think i have the capability to. 

I'm afraid of broken hearts and tears. 

I'll just leave everything to time. 

I need somebody to listen. There is, somebody who's willing to listen, so be glad yiling. 

Oh, I'm tired of waiting too. 

I guess that's all? 

Penguin is off to finish her homework and sleep. 

Bye guys. :)

I have spent too many days, 

trying to be the pillar of optimism, 

that keeps up the facade, 

even when everything's not okay.

The journey is more important than where you end up.

Things end. But memories last forever.

Hey guys. :)

Haven't been blogging for the past 2 months, I know. 

What I really want now is the rain to stop. I really need a walk outside. 

And for a special girl,I know i'm late but I hope you don't mind. Thanks for being a part in my life. I love you and you know it. Do you feel loved now? <3

The girl on your left, isn't she pretty? :3 She's officially 16 now. She loves Eminem.And FYI, she's mentally dating Eminem. She likes to smile, she likes to bite. :B Dark chocolate is her favourite. And she loves to be happy. Wanna know more? Ask her then. :P 

Saw your status yesterday, and knowing that you wanna forget about me kills me a litle inside. I don't know why. Confused much.

You want, you don't want, you wan't, you don't want. I have no idea what you want now.

All you can say it's your fault. I've heard enough of your apology. I don't need a "sorry", I just want you to make things right. 

And now you're afraid that I'll ignore you. You should have expected that. 

You gave up after calling me twice and whatsapp-ed me a few messages because I ignored all of them.

You said you were scared, you don't have the courage. 

"Coward", this word kinda suits you huh?

I know you didn't mean to hurt me, but then you just did. I told myself before that I'm not gonna tear up because of you. 

Now, all I wanna say is, it's not up to me, it's up to both of us. I'm sorry that I made you waited for so long. I guess if I've gave you a proper answer that time, you would have moved on now. 

Hunger games is one great movie. Peeta and Katniss <3

When is this rain gonna stop? 

I don't wanna walk in the rain. 

I swear to you , 

I'll be there for you, 

This is not a drive by. 

I can never be brave because you make my heart race.

Do you know how much you mean to me?

Hey guys. I haven't been updating my blog since YESTERDAY. I mean since last year. Yesterday's post isn't counted. Guess I've been missing a lot huh? 

2012, form 4's life is tough. I wanna go back to 2011. :(

Can you imagine, it's just the start of the year and in just a wink, chinese new year is over.

Time pass really fast.

Had loads of fun during cny. It was great to see my cousin bro back from Sabah. :)

Cny dinners and parties!

Pictures show the fun. 

cny party at connie's house.

okayy. I have no idea who's middle finger is that. o.o

firecrackers. :D

Pavillion's cny decorations. 

Bear bear in pavillion.

Thailand.

Lu...... *forgotten*

KOREA BABE <3

Fuyohhh. 

Okay, spot those shisha tubes? Many people were shisha-ing at that street i walked by near pavillion. And those shisha smells like some kind of fruits. And dad asked if i wanna try. :O

拜天公

my neighbour did them. (Y)

firecrackers. 

THE LAST DINNER FOR CNY.

roasted pig. 

this fella. yea his cute, his the one who scratches me, puts saliva on both my legs, and wipe his 鼻涕 on my hand. T___T 

Baby baby baby :3

ZIQING, ZIXUEN! BETTER LOOK HERE.

JUST WANNA WISH YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK FOR MSSD. 

JIA YOU AND DAPAO THEM! (Y) <3

I hate hearing something that absolutely kills you inside

and having to act like you don't care.

That's all.

Byeee :)

For someone special.

HI.

I have to go to tuition.

BYE.

someone been complaining about my dead blog. And just a short, really really short one to satisfy her. <3 

For you melanie :P

Think big, but let the little things make you happy.

Hey guys. :)

 I actually wrote a post for Christmas but forgot to click "publish post". -_-

2011 is gonna come to an end. Time pass really really fast. 

#thankyou2011 for giving me many awesome memories.

2012 is a day away. And  I hope it's gonna be a better year. 

2011, the year we faced PMR. The year I went crazy with my awesome friends. The year I got to know my friends even closer. The year I got to know who truely cared about me. The year I got my friendship back. This year provided memories that will never be forgotten. The ups, the downs, the tears, the smiles, the happiness, the awful moments, the craziness, the laughter, the cries, everything.

And 2012, we'll be seperating. None of us want this to happen.The 10 of us can't stay in the same class anymore but I bet our hearts are always together. <3

I just hope that I made you smile this year. If I didn't, I hope I could make you laugh next year. I apologize if I made you mad, if I'm the one who started a fight with you, if I said something hurtful, if I snatched your food, if I kicked your ass, anything bad. :/ I'm serious. 

Well. I guess that's all. 

Oh yes, not to be forgotten. I just wanna say a big thank you to all my friends. I'm really glad to have you guys as friends this year. Those who cheered me up, pulled me up when I fell, made me laugh badly until my stomach aches, lent me helping me hand, everything you guys did for me, kamsahamida! <3

*you guys know who you are*

And I hope our friendship will last long and more memories will be created next year-in the future. :)

I'm all ready, 2012. Come on!

It's MBC GAYO DAEJUN! And I'm gonna miss it. 

Live you know? LIVE. D: 

And SHINee's performing in it. Of all 3 concerts, sbs, kbs and mbc, SHINee's only performing on mbc. 

GAHHHHHHHH. WHY LIKE THIS? :'(

Gonna attend a new year's eve party-dinner-gathering tomorrow. #I AM HAPPY

 And that's why I'm gonna miss MBC. D: #I AM SAD

An empty street, an empty house,

A hole inside my heart, 

I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.

Happy new year's eve!

Byebyeee :) 

Life is like a mirror, we get the best results when we smile at it.

Finally updated my blog after a month, more than a month i guess. :/ 

Sorry guys. It's because I went to Fairyland to get Cosmo here to make my wish (getting straight A's in PMR) come true :D #fairyoddparents And it came true!

I GOT 8A'S. 8A'S. 8A'S! :'D STRAIGHT A'S!

SO HAPPYYYYY! :DDD 

THANK GOD. I GUESS LORD HEARD MY PRAYERS :')

I kept thinking that I'll only get 6A's. I didn't wanna hope much. 

I was really really nervous before getting my results. I bet everyone was. Heart beats like a high speed race. :/ 

And finally, all my hard work paid off. :') Sacrificing 7 Sundays to go for Kancil. 

To those who didn't get straight A's or what they expected, cheer up.

Don't be too sad about it. :)

And I guess I'm kinda good in cheering people up? *shrug* I'll feel good if my cheering do help. :) 

Don't worry that you didn't get an A for English. I bet Teacher Corina will definitely say that you tried you best already. Just cheer up. :)

Totally relieved now. 

And we went to summit today to celebrate? Sherlock Holmes was not bad. Seriously, I nearly fell asleep during the front part but.... it got more interesting after that. :D

Last Christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day, you gave it away. This year to save me from tears, I'll give it to someone special. 

You better watch out, you better not shout. You better not cry, I'm telling you why. Santa Claus is coming to town. 

Can you feel Christmas really really near? #3moredays

Still haven't have any plans during Christmas and New year. :( We usually celebrate either Christmas or New year in Melanie's house, almost every year. Unfortunately, the whole family went to overseas and they'll only be back after new year. D: EMO ttm. :( 

Oh well, hope I'll have fun on both the days. *fingerscrossed*

There's always going to be those awkward moments when you walk past someone

 and remember the times you once had.

冬至节快乐!

Byebyeee! :)

Realized that you wasn't there after all.

Opps. Haven't been updating my blog lately again. :/ Sorry folks. 

It's 1 smtg and I should be in my bed, traveling dreamland now but I just can't sleep. :/

In 12 hours time I'm gonna be at @poptheCON's house watching movies with the girls. :D And my bicycle is currently staying in her house, and she's asking me to pay her for my bike-park fees. It's never gonna happen. :P

Finally, you changed your phone. And I'm so jelly of your Galaxy Ace. Can I exchange mine with yours? :P Hahaha. Just joking. And this is why you have the mood to text me? :)

Okay, my birthday is over for like 5 months? And you still insist to buy me a present. Should I be happy or angry? Yes, at first I was the one who wants you to buy me a present, and you promised but it's a long time ago. It's a no need right now. :)

 And you didn't look like you're serious about it, so neither do I.

And should I be glad that you still remember? :/ I keep rejecting and you still insist. And when you finally said "it's okay", I was relief until you said you'll buy me two next year and asked me to decide what I want now. OMG. Why are you so obsessed? :P

This made my mood got better. :D 

Maknae taeminieeee, why you so cute? :3

Minho oppa! <3

Hehehe, I love LeeHom and SHINee. <3 #somethingsyouhavetoknowaboutme :)

Oh yes, I feel like watching 那些年，我们一起追的女孩. :O 

You said I've changed, but the truth is you never really knew me.

Does that mean I never really knew you?

Byebyeee :)

This is the last time to get it right.

Went to school today. :)  #soproud

We're in the dewan, and it's so cold in there. :S

I feel like I kinda left Zhilin out when Aik and Mel came at 8 smtg. Sorryyy.

Helped Pn Sophia copied some notes. And aiktze made us laugh like mad. And we know what Pn Sophia scolds when she's angry. She doesn't says fcuk or some other vulgarity, instead she says this. < click it. P:

HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, actually she scolds "mao". But it's kinda same right? :D

I miss HSM moments. Those times when we're all in this together :)

Gahhhhhhhhhhh. :/

Going to pyramid tomoro with the girls. Ice skating :D Weeeeee.

I can't tweet anymore until tomoro because I want my 2000th tweet to be tweeted tomoro. :D 

I'm weird like that. :3 There's so much things I wanna tweet. :( 

@Melanie_Nsq and @poptheCON I'm sorry for scaring both of you today. I know I shouted super super loud. Kinda similar to the shout in PA 3. HAHAHAHA. 

Sometimes I really don't understand. I don't get you. I'm serious. I feel like there's a wall between us and we can't break through it. And this make us can't get closer. #pathetic I don't know why I feel it that way. Been thinking much these days because I have nothing to do. Geez. I can do... nothing. I can't stop those things from appearing in my mind. This isn't good right? :/ 

STOP.

You choose your games instead of me. So that means I'm not as worthy as your stupid games. Well then, fcuk off! :)

Don't give me hopes and then let me down the next moment,

don't make me special yesterday and then make me feel unwanted today.

Byebyeee :)

I hope I have the chance to make you laugh like the way you make me laugh.

Oppps. Haven't been blogging for like more than a week. :/

Yayyyyy! :D OMG. 

LEE HOM'S COMING TO TOWN ON THE 3RD OF MARCH NEXT YEAR.

AND I AM DEFINITELY GOING since there's free tickets. :D

I'M STILL GOING IF THERE ISN'T. 

Tickets started selling already. OMG. And the tickets are more expensive compared to his concert before. I want the RM 498 oneeee. :( And why is it at Stadium Merdeka? I prefer Stadium Bukit Jalil tho.

I'M STILL GONNA GO. I DON'T CARE WHERE IS IT. HAHAHAH. :D

Leehom's gonna travel 50 countries for his world tour. Now that's called a world tour, freaking FIFTY countries !

#SOHYPER

Ace yesterday. Screw fable. So many things not done because I've been skipping class. And I'm gonna change to weekday class next year. Weeee :)

Dreamt a lot during this whole week. Strange one. Funny one. All kind. HAHAH. But i can't remember them. And I know-I'm sure-I'm glad that I didn't dream of you. :)

Read Avalon High till 3 in the morning for two days continuously. OMG. (Y) It's a nice story tho.

YES. Not to be forgotten. I WATCHED REAL STEEL. :D

IT'S AWESOME TTM. A MUST-WATCH-MOVIE.

ATOM- PEOPLE'S CHAMPION. 

I don't mind watching it again. :3

It's not wrong to be nice to everybody, 

but  learn to be true to only a few,

 so you won't end up being betrayed by someone whom you've trusted.

Good friends are like stars, you don't always see them, but you know they're always there.

I guess this is the only picture of three of us I found. Rumah merah :D Hmmm.. Yes we took one today too. :D But I'm not gonna wait for juyen to upload it to facebook because it's gonna take her "some" time. :P

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZIQING AND ZIXUEN. :D

Hahahah. I guess this is the 5th time wishing both of you? I shoooo awesomeee. :P Kay just joking, both of you are the awesome ones. Hope both of you really really enjoyed today. I know the suprise kinda failed but it's full of our thoughts. :)

Isn't the movie awesome? :D Hehee! Acting as the ah ma isn't easy okayyy. :P And both of you better take good care of the card! :)

Both of you have been great friends to me. <3 I never regret knowing you guys. :') 

I thank God for giving me a chance to meet both of you. Having you guys in my life is one of the greatest things. :) I know both of you will always be there when I need one of you or maybe both of you. :D And remember I'll always be there for you guys too. :) I know I could believe and rely on both of you. :)

Thanks for all the laughters, tears, everything. :') Really treasure spending time with you guys. Anddd... Treasure the laughters, the tears and especially the memories. :')

Anyway, you two are the best. Only for today. :P kayy, just kidding. Hope you guys like what we did for you today. :)

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Tuesday 18/10/2011 - A day to remember :)

Everyone gather at my house before heading to the twins. And aiktze was the first. Miracle huh? :P Without their help, things wouldn't be that perfect.

My bedroom now is super SUPER messy. :( And I'm lazy to clean it up. Damnnn. :/ I'll just clean my bed so that I have a place to sleep tonight. Hahaha. Hmm, who's willing to come help me clean my room? I'll belanja him/her roti canai. :P kayyy, just joking. :)

Finished everything and walked to the park at Usj 16. Then, Connie and I went to the twins house to call them out. Yayyyyy! Then suprise them once they reached. And damnn, I forgot to ask her mum for lighter. Run back to her house to get it. #runbabyrun,don'teverlookback

 I looked back to get my damn slipper. :/ Hahah kinda lame right? Damn, my toe nail patah. :( Gahhh.

Stupid headache. :/ Headache, why you no leave me alone? Exhausted, but I just wanna finish this post by today. :)

Went to sri melur after that. And this is the first time everyone of us were there! :D (Y) Thank you cute danbo for belanja-ing. :)

Well, guess I'll end here? Check out connie's, juyen's or ruiqi's profile for photos! :)

You don't need to go far place to find your true friends.

Your true friends are those beside you.

Byebyeee :)

Let's just stop here and remain it this way. No more moving forward.

The sun goes down, the stars come out.

All I count is here and now.

My universe will never be the same.

I'm glad you came.

Went to Aik Tze's house today. Staying at home is really REALLY BORING. :/

Feeling good. :D Australia house. @aiktzeee

The feeling before sleeping is the worst ever.

The feeling when everything just appear in your mind, bothering you. @Melanie_Nsq

Feeling so insecure. And that's why I wanna spend time with friends. I don't wanna be alone. #foreveralone

I mean who likes being alone?

Should I give you a second chance? Should I?

I really don't know. So confused. :S I'm afraid that you won't appreciate it. Wait, you didn't even ask for a second chance. I don't want to fall deeper. I'm afraid that I can't get up and there's no one there to pull me up. Someone said that I should give it a try. I don't think that I have the courage though.

Just forget about it. :D

@Melanie_Nsq, I LOVE YOUUU. <3

Feel so much better after telling you. :') I heart you more that you heart jimjem. Is the name correct? :P HAHAH. And I know I have your support and you'll have mine too. ;)

Hehee! :) Both of us, together. Always. :)

I dunno what's my feeling right now. Everything jumbled all together. Feeling so..... #idunno?

I dunno. I dunno. I dunno. I dunno.

Yiling, don't take it so serious. Don't put it in your heart. Forget about it. Remember?

Don't care much. :)

God answers in 3 ways: he says yes & gives you what you want, he says no & gives you something better, or he says wait & gives you the best. God, is it true?

Stop. It's the best way. No more expectation. And of course no more disappoinment.

I'm sorry. I have to.

Sometimes I feel like we're best friend,

but sometimes I don't.

Do I deserve you and do you deserve me?

Do you trust me and can I trust you?

Can we rely on each other?

#cd

Byebyeee. :)

All you have to do is forget.

PMR IS OVERRRR. :D

And I'm gonna party till I die, till I go crazy. :D

I'm super satisfied for my Sejarah. I got 50/60 and I'm super happy. :D Aik tze and I went mad in facebook chatbox after we found out our result. Nothing in words I can describe my happiness. I got 60+ for both my sejarah trials and now I got 84? :D FUUUU YEAHHHH!

I really really hope that I'll get 8A's. It's my october wish and Lord, I know you'll make my wish come true right? :)

Major headache now. FSKNSDKJFSAI. :(

Shit. There's a bruise on my leg. FSKNSDKJFSAI. :( 

Click this. <3

RT @funnyfacts Dear phone, I'll charge you later. Now STFU before I break you and piss me off some more. :) Yes phone, I'm glad that you can still work when you're really out of battery. And your battery really last long. And also THANKS FOR WAKING ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TELLING ME THAT YOU'RE LACK OF BATTERY WHEN I'VE ALREADY PLUGGED YOU INTO THE BATTERY CHARGER.  

We're best friends.

Always remember that when you fall, I'll pick you up.

after i finish laughing. :D

Byebyeee :) Will update smurfing soon. :)

Whatever makes you feel bad, leave it. Whatever makes you smile, keep it.

Shall I say good morning or good night? I slept at 7 am yesterday. O_O And thinking that I would be in school already if it's school days. HAHA.

Went to Serdang for dinner with family and friends. :D Great dinner. (Y)

I think a lot these days. I kept thinking and thinking. And those thinking made me confused. :/ Well, I should stop the thinking. I should not think too much.

I have no idea what made you came to chat with me. And I thought that maybe you're boring, you need someone to entertain you? I can entertain you but if I knew that the reason you came to chat with me was that, it's disappointing.. I'll feel like okay, you're bored in the middle of the night, and you feel like chatting with someone and you saw me on the list and then you came chatting with me. So I'm just some thing that reduces your boredness?

Okay. I know you're not a friend like that. And if you are, SMURF you. :P HEHEHE :P This proofs that I'm thinking too much.

Btw, nice conversation (Y). And you don't have to apologize when you don't need to. :P

I will not put my hopes too high. I don't put my hopes and expectation high because I know it'll hurt more when it came out not what you expected. They say the higher expectation, higher disappoinment which is true. I've tried it before.

 Maybe I have that one in a million chance, but I know it wouldn't make it. I know.

They say in the end, you'll regret for the chances you didn't take.Well, I don't think I'm gonna regret because i know it's impossible. It wouldn't happen. Smurfling, stop thinking about something that wouldn't happen. :)

La la la la la 

Sing the happy song 

La la la la la

Smurf the whole day long. :D 

Oh my smurf. Today is the last smurf day of holiday. I don't smurfing feel like going back to school but I smurfing miss my smurf friends. :( I just hate to wake up smurfing early every morning. Lol, who the smurf likes it? :/

HAHAHAH THIS IS CALL THE...

SMURF FEVER!

Call me SMURFLING peoples, if not I won't smurfing care.

Omg. Yiling, you're too over. Stop smurfing here and there. -_-

Lalalalala, I don't smurfing care. :P

If you can't stand my smurf fever, then byebye :)

 

Having a thousand friends isn't a miracle.

The miracle is to have a friend will stand by you when thousands are against you. :)

Byebyeee :) Off to smurfland :D

Where the smurf am I?

Blogging just like what ahkee asked me to. :P

Watched Final Destination 5 & The Smurfs today with wongkee, sheewen and yanlin.

FD 5 was scary for me. I saw some feedback for FD 5 saying that the movie sucks. Well, it's my first time watching FD. Seriously, I haven't watch the previous ones. :/ Yes, it's disgusting just like what wk said in her blog. And in the end, everyone died. :/ 

And I'm sleeping without turning the lights off again. :D HAHAH.

Currently talking with sheewen on the phone and voice calling with wongkee on msn. :D

And the time now is 6.00 am (Y)

LA LA LA LA LA

SING A HAPPY SONG

LA LA LA LA LA

SMURF THE WHOLE DAY LONG

*copy and paste from wk's blog. hope she don't mind :P*

I'm addicted to the SMURFS. Seriously, no joke. I went mad because of the word "smurf" with sheewen. And she really got fed up with me. I ended up laughing alone on the phone. :(

Sheewen's smurf name: Smurfshee

wongkee's smurf name:  Smurfkee

my smurf name: SMURFLING <3

Hahaha. okay, stop the craziness. -.-

I bought a Smurfy keychain :D And it's so cuteee I'm gonna fainttt.

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper.

Byebyeee :)

I post what I want in my blog.

Look at this diaper. HAHAHAHA. It's so cute and funny.

I LOVE DADDY; I LOVE MUMMY <3

It's my sister's diaper. And I took a picture of it because I find it funny. And she started taking all her diapers out to show them to me because almost every diaper has different patterns or words on it. HAHAHA. :D

p/s: my sister's 9 years old and still wearing diapers. opps :X she'll kill me if she sees this. Who cares? She doesn't even know what's a blog. HAHA.

Gastrick. GASTRICK.

Grrrr.. Been having gastrick like almost everyday. Suck like hell. And I feel like puking. :/ Shit. -_-

Went all the way to Kuala Selangor to have dinner with relatives just now. One hour ride to reach there and guess what. That place was...

SUPER

PACKED.

Went out at 5.30 pm and had my dinner at 8.30pm. Cool huh? -.-

Talking about what we're gonna do after pmr at ace. And keeyew suggested that a whole bunch of us cycle to places like Penang or Pd. Omg. Gila to the max man. :/ It'll take us days to reach there. And we're laughing there imagining we're on our way to those places CYCLING. OMG HAHAHA. And he's going to Singapore with his friends by PLANE after pmr. Rich kia. Jealous much. :/

It's 1.25 am now. Off to dreamland. :D

If you ignore me, I will ignore you.

If you don’t start the conversation, we won’t talk.

 If you don’t put in the effort, why should I?

Byebyeee :)